Malheureuse petite demoiselle

Tapos na ang party, nauna sa birthday. Masaya, natuwa naman sila. Ako? alam ko masaya rin ako nun, kaso wala na akong matandaan. Habang kinukwento nila, natatawa naman ako. Pero pagkatapos pala ng kasiyahan, doon na magsisimula ang panibagong kalungkutan sa buhay ko. Mabigat ba? medyo.

Kahapon lang ang birthday ko. Pero ilang araw na akong balisa noon, dahil sa exam (trabaho) at sa mga nangyari. Saktong alas dose ng madaling araw, umiiyak na ako hanggang sa matapos ang gabi. Ito na nga ata ang pumapangalawa sa pinakamalungkot kong birthday. Ako naman rin kasi ang may kasalanan. Naguguluhan kasi ako. Hindi ko naman pwedeng baliwalain nalang dahil habang tumatagal, lalo lang akong nahihirapan.

Ngayon, sinusubukan kong mag-isa. Hindi pa totally mag-isa, pero mukhang kakailangan ko muna talagang makapag-isip isip. Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan ako magkakaganito. Siguro, hanggang sa malinaw na sa akin kung ano talaga ang gusto ko. Saka lang ako magiging maayos muli. Alam kong mahirap, lalo na siguro para sa kanya, sa kanila. Pero ayokong hindi ako sigurado sa sarili ko. :(

I just wanna have fun!

Tomorrow will be a busy day for me and the day after tomorrow too because these days I am going to celebrate my birthday with childhood friends and cousins. Since I'm turning 21 on the 28th, I wanted it to be different. For tomorrow, my childhood friends and I are going to have a pyjamas party. He he. . a not so very matured party. And the following day, with my cousins, I want it to be colorful. I want to see lots of color. I suggested a kiddie party but I don't know if they will come dressed up like little kids. Let's just wait and see.

I want to bring back our childhood days for a while, because after this we're back to normal again. Acting like real grown ups.

Pahiyas

Every 15th of May, the natives in Lucban, Quezon celebrate the Pahiyas festival. The residents of Lucban decorate their houses with colorful kiping, fruits, vegetables and native crafts in honor of their patron saint San Isidro Labrador. Yesterday was my first time to go to Pahiyas Festival. Some houses were very colorful and fully decorated. There were plenty of umbrellas because of the heavy rain. I didn't appreciate it that much because of the non-stop drops of water from the sky. I wish it didn't rain that day so I could have taken photos since it was my first time and I wanted to have a great photo souvenir from the festival. But unfortunately, I didn't succeed.

After being soaked in the rain, we went to Dalitiwan Falls located at Majayjay, Laguna. The water was very cold but we were able to swim for a while. A lot of hassle happened on our way to Lucban and during the trip but we still managed to have a good laugh.

Ecrire et parler juste

J'ai commence a lire le dictionnaire en francais. Mais jusqu'a maintanent, je suis restee en lettre "A" et je ne suis pas avancee. C'est triste de dire que j'ai oublie beaucoup de mots en francais c'est pourquoi j'essaye maintanent d'ecrire quelque mots en francais. J'espere que bientot les mots me reviennent.

I started to read the french dictionnary. But until now, I haven't moved from the letter "A". It is sad to say that I have forgotten many french words that's why I am now trying to write some words in french again. I hope they all come back to me soon.